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[30 Jan 2009|07:57am] |
LISTEN TO 2 NEW SONGS FROM MY BAND. WE WORKED VERY HARD AND ARE EXTREMELY PROUD OF THIS STUFF. PLEASE HELP US OUT!
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[30 Sep 2008|04:09am] |
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[25 May 2008|03:32am] |
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ughhhhhh...i definitely hate getting off work at 3am, not being tired, then having to go back at 11am...fuck thisssssss!
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[12 May 2008|05:04am] |
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look at me, I'm a mess of a man, half crazy. now I can't breathe. I'm washed up, a wreck and drifting out to sea. carolina, caroline...uh, how soft and sharp where your fingers? you cut me free still, believe everything is worth changing. I've bottled uncharted maps and lands, and kept it all in the palm of my hand. still I can't spill a curse from leaning out the window and falling face first. but you've gotta believe. in maps and hearts and books and stories, because now she knows, that things change a man even if you won't. I can't carry myself let alone a bag of dirty clothes. my own to feet are too weak to sleep, to sleep, to eat. but we are wolves feeding on orphans; too old, babies left stranded on porches. what will it be? him or me? caroline you left me floating on a raft forever, downstream. who's to say we can't dream? who's to say we can't sing? who's to say I'm not me? be that as it may, I'm gonna fucking sing.
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[09 May 2008|02:29am] |
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plz leave me alone.
also, i'd like my dignity back.
that is all.
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[25 Apr 2008|05:34am] |
tonight i stood at waters edge
5am, pouring rain
i stared in to see my face
i just saw yours without that stare
you werent looking at me
you werent looking at me
took the last hit of my cigarette
i'm trying to quit, but its been hard lately
tonight i faced my fears
my heart of gold vs. nothing to lose
long rejection
long rejection
something tells me this wasnt meant to be.
something tells me this is what you need.
i'll wake up in the morning
same person as always
but you wont be there anymore
because you couldnt choose
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[27 Mar 2008|04:17am] |
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today was a pretty weird day. it started off, me waking up as usual, around 4. keith picked me up and we picked tony up, went to borden to play some puck. played puck for about 3 hours. got back to keiths, my band had sent me a new demo they recorded today, i listened through about 5 times, as i usually do, then after i decided...i'm not happy doing what i'm doing anymore. i talked to the guys, and ultimately i decided to quit the band. it's a weird feeling knowing after you've spend so much time working for something, you can give it up in a split second. it wasnt a spurt of the moment decision either, it's been me wrecking at my brain to try and come up with reasons for me to continue on playing music with this band...i couldnt come up with one. so i decided to call it a day. it wouldn't be fair to me or the other guys to continue doing this if i couldn't put everything i had in me towards it.
so, with that being said, in the fall i plan to continue furthering my education at itt technological institue. i plan on getting my applied associates degree, then my bachelors degree in architectural design. after that, i'm going to get a sweet job, and be broke for a long time paying back all of the money that the state hopefully lets me borrow.
all in all, i'm happy with my decision. i think that i did what i needed to do, accomplished what i needed to accomplish, and quit when i needed to quit.
now i have soooo much to look forward to this summer. playing roller hockey again with my best friends, doing evvvvvverything, and starting to get my life back on track. and now that i have nothing to blame me not having a job on, i'm going to get a move on that too. i've spent too much time wasting days away with nothing to do...bad idea. i hope that i don't regret the decision i've made, but either way, i know this is for the best. and i know i have to look out for myself sometimes. i feel like i spent a lot of time on this, but it kind of just flowed out of me. awesome. goodnight.
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| I wrote this in my sleep |
[01 Mar 2008|02:42pm] |
take a chance, take a chance on me
because in the end you'll see
this is exactly what I need
waking up to the morning breeze
touching me with those teddy bear cheeks
you can laugh,
but I can rest easy
ill hold you close when your eyes are getting sleepy
because I know that you're next to me dreaming
of a place where we live and breathe
and we've got time
this is you and I in our brand new life
I said take it slow before
but when I wrote those words
I didn't know you were taking me with you
and if I left you might stay
leave me half asleep wondering if you'll come back today
I live and breathe in hopes and dreams
but this morning I realized exactly who I need
***** baby, I love you deeply,
calmly, clearly, the girl of my dreams
I couldn't wait for the day when you say
"cutie, I'm feelin the same way"
cuz this is raindrops on the hood of your car
the sounds that come out when I play guitar
the feeling I get when I forget
you faced your fears
for me
and I'd do the same thing gladly
if you promise
you and me hapily
the smell of you, it fills this room
when I wake up lonely
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[21 Feb 2008|11:28pm] |
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I've lost all hope...I'm trying hard to stay afloat.
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[14 Feb 2008|11:35pm] |
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idk why i stayed up all night last night. it was obviously pointless.
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[11 Feb 2008|04:45am] |
in my sleep
counting things
I awaken what's left of this vicious machine
mirror man, mirror man
let me go
I want to be present to see the first traces of...
snow all around me
my thoughts vivid to see
slipping away through an endless trip of violent...
pacing and pacing I arose from the sea
encircled in green leaf
and dripping with jealosy
I'm a man
god damn what I've done
my soul won't for-givith me
I'm giving up hope
mirror man, mirror man
what do you have to show
what did you do to make me into...
open the door (open the door)
where am I; who am I?
I'm drowning in my jealosy I've hidden inside
I'm a man
been dug up from the sand
give me your hand
let me lead you to the homeland
lead me home
where I'm longing to go
the only thing that's left of me
is the heart that I hold
keep it close to my chest
ill sleep in the snow
before winter touches delicate
and the mirror man is all who knows
spit me out, let me bear my wings
heaven is a place for people like me
I know
you hold the key
awaking the monster inside of me
please please
let this be
keep it a secret that only you'll see
I need
everything
to be buried down below gravity
for he
the one who see's
the man in the mirror, he's watching me
so go
you've all but been told
I'm a goner, a lost cause, a goner
I'm holding my tongue because I haven't managed speaking in them
given up because there's no use in saving him
laid down because there's no use in standing up
for me, for I'm only a dream
this is me
this is me
motion picture
playing in 3d
this is we
this is we
ocean water
all I need
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| how could so many people be so wrong? |
[10 Feb 2008|05:07am] |
with an incredible amount of thought and energy put into it, i've come to the conclusion to the fact that i belive that god is in fact someone who has had an incredible impact on my life and who i belive is real. it doesnt matter your beliefs, or thoughts, this is just me here. it's not going to change my life at all, i will still be the exact same person, it's only going to effect me and my personal time. it feels like i've been wasting a lot of energy and time on believing in something that doesn't even impact me. everything said, this is what i belive and there is no changing that.
i don't want criticism, i don't want praise. this was strictly informative.
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[06 Feb 2008|10:44pm] |
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aw fuck it. i dont wanna feel like this anymore. i want to feel okay again.
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[07 Nov 2007|04:34am] |
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i last updated half a year ago apparently. needless to say enough has changed in my life in the past 6 months and if i cared i wouldve updated probably. ohhhh well.
basically in the morning i'm going to be departing on an adventure to baltimore, maryland to record my bands new album. we're going to be gone for two weeks, and hopefully we come home with something we are more than pleased with. i'm extremely beyond excited for how it will turn out, and i really dont think it will turn out like crap (ie. new circa survive record (ie. same producer)). for the next two weeks i'm going to be working my ass off at something that i believe in, and i hope it doesnt let me down like some other thinks i've worked for in my lifetime. i hope people write in here, cuz chances are since i updated i'll check it tomorrow.
this is me signing off.
goodnight friends; good day michigan.
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[15 May 2007|02:44am] |
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the world keeps on spinnin'...but i'm just standin' right here, not movin'.
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[19 Apr 2007|03:02am] |
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tomorrow at 1:30pm i will be at the 31st(or somthing) district court in rochester. i will be facing a maximum sentence of up to 93 days in jail plus a $500 dollar fine. i mean...i could get off with just the jail time...or just the fine...or nothing at all. but i'm really counting on all of my friends to cross their fingers for me, because basically, i'm a good person, and i shouldn't be going to jail. especially for something as stupid as this. and if you're asking what it is i'm going to court for, i'll tell you...
on some odd day at the end of february, somewhere towards the end. i was driving around with a friend, and i was confused about the area i was in. so she told me abruptly to turn when i was at a stop sign. i turned down the road, and a cop just so happened to be stopped at the stop sign on the road i turned onto. he immediately did a u-turn and started following me for about a mile. he then preceded to turn on his lights and pull me over. rewind back to the monday of that week, i went into the secretary of state for a drivers license re-examination. the woman at the secretary of state told me that everything was okay and she seen no reason why i shouldn't be able to drive, so she re-instated my drivers license. so, i got to the register and the clerk told me that i would have to pay a $125 re-instatement fee. i kindly explained to the clerk that the woman i had my meeting with told me that i didn't have to pay it. she went back and asked the lady about it, and told me that the woman told the clerk to waive the fee. so, i got my license back, everything went smoothly. fast forward to the friday of that week(the day i got pulled over): so, after the officer asked me for my license, registration and proof of insurance, after he hassled me about why i was driving my grandmothers car, he walked back to the police car. i was extremely calm and courteous with him. he comes back, tries to open the door, it was locked. he ordered me to turn the car off, get out of the car, and stand in front of the police car. i was confused, and he told me that my license is invalid. needless to say, i was extremely confused. he checked katie's drivers license to make sure it was valid. he then put me in the back of his police vehicle and told me what i did. and explained to me that my license isn't valid until i paid a re-instatement fee. i then explained to him that the woman at the secretary of state told the clerk to waive the fee. he wasn't having it. i also told him that i had the reciept in the car and it was right above the drivers seat above the visor. all he said was "you can take it up with the court". he told me that i was not going to jail, i just had to go to court. and on top of me getting a ticket for "driving on a suspended license" i got a ticket for not using a turn signal. bastard.
so, all in all i have court tomorrow afternoon to decide my fate for the next 3+ months. if i were to go to jail, i would end up not seeing my friends for the majority of the summer, not do the things i planned on doing with my band, would probably end up getting kicked out of my band, and missing what is planned to be the best summer of my life. i just ask that if you're any bit of a friend of mine that you'll cross your fingers for me, because it will be extremely appreciated, and karma will work back in your way. i thank you for reading this, if you did. and i hope i can write in this again tomorrow telling everyone i'm not in jail.
Thanks,
Robert Weber
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[29 Mar 2007|04:00am] |
This Date...Circa 2004
[Name:]Robert Weber
[Nicknames:] rob, robbie, weebs, weber, weeby.
[Screen name:] forobertlifesake
[Birthday:] October 15th, 1986
=PREFENCES=
[Color] red
[Number] 1
[Animal] umm...dog?
[Flower] rose
[Drinks] strawberry chiller from dq
[Fruit] strawberry
[Book] revolution on canvas
=DO YOU...=
[Color your hair?] mom wont let me
[Twirl your hair?] no
[Drink/Smoke?] nope, me and mel are sXe
[Like cleaning?] not really
[Write in cursive or print?] print
[Swear a lot?] yes...more than anyone i know
=HAVE YOU EVER...=
[Gotten a speeding ticket?] yes
[Been in a wreck?] yes
[Been arrested?] no
[Been in a fist fight?] no...i'm a lover not a fighter
[Stolen anything?] chapstick from meijer
[Held a gun?] yes
[Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name?] psh...like every day
[Cheated on someone?] never had anyone to cheat on
[Been married?] no
[Cried over a girl?] no
[Cried over a boy?] no
[Lied to someone?] yes
[Been in love?] no
[Fallen for your best friend?] no
[Made out with JUST a friend?] no
[Been rejected?] yes
[Used someone?] no
[Been cheated on?] umm...no?
[Been kissed?] yes
=NOW=
[Current mood] eh
[Current music] yellowcard - firewater
[Current taste] dew
[Current hair] dry, yet washed
[Current smell] deodorant
[Current thing I ought to be doing] something
[Current things open] im from mel thats blinking, win amp, and buddy list.
[Current desktop picture] mest, fallout boy, matchbook romance tour poster.
[Current crush] i dont like girls, only melissa
[Current favorite celeb] will farrel
=FIRSTS=
[First best friend] jeff lafave
[First real date] umm...homecomming
[First real kiss] outside dans car with maria
[First real break-up] none
[First screen name] volcom273
[First self purchased album] limp bizkit - significant other
[First pets] mindy
[First piercing/tattoo] none...comming summer 2004
[First credit card] ha
[First big trip] california 2 years ago
[First musician you remember hearing in your house] dont know
=LASTS=
[Last car ride] to the thrift store with tad
[Last kiss] ummm...while ago
[Last good cry] tatties funeral.
[Last library book checked out] psh dont remember
[Last movie seen] american beauty?
[Last beverage drank] mountain dew
[Last food consumed] savory breakfast at savory grill
[Last phone call] uhh...natalie called me last night
[Last shoes worn] reeboks
[Last item bought] silence the wake tshirt
[Last disappointment] being so damn bored
[Last time scolded] uhh...few days ago
[Last shirt worn] nobody cares one
[Last website visited] www.mychemicalromance.com
This Date...Circa 2007
[Name:]Robert Weber
[Nicknames:] Rob$
[Screen name:] robviahiptop
[Birthday:] October 15th, 1986
=PREFENCES=
[Color] green
[Number] 7
[Animal] penguin
[Flower] orchid
[Drinks] rip it orange
[Fruit] peach
[Book] 1984
=DO YOU...=
[Color your hair?] no
[Twirl your hair?] yes
[Drink/Smoke?] yes/yes
[Like cleaning?] no...barely even shower
[Write in cursive or print?] print
[Swear a lot?] yes...more than anyone i know
=HAVE YOU EVER...=
[Gotten a speeding ticket?] yes
[Been in a wreck?] yes
[Been arrested?] no
[Been in a fist fight?] no
[Stolen anything?] lots
[Held a gun?] yes
[Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name?] nope
[Cheated on someone?] meh
[Been married?] no
[Cried over a girl?] yea
[Cried over a boy?] yea
[Lied to someone?] yes
[Been in love?] yea
[Fallen for your best friend?] yea
[Made out with JUST a friend?] yea
[Been rejected?] yes
[Used someone?] no
[Been cheated on?] yea
[Been kissed?] yes
=NOW=
[Current mood] fuckin' sweet
[Current music] fall out boy
[Current taste] monster
[Current hair] fuckin' long
[Current smell] barbeque chips
[Current thing I ought to be doing] sleeping like normals
[Current things open] instant messanger
[Current desktop picture] velvet caliber.
[Current crush] orange crush
[Current favorite celeb] Ben Wixson
=FIRSTS=
[First best friend] jeff lafave
[First real date] umm...homecomming
[First real kiss] outside dans car with maria
[First real break-up] christine sparks
[First screen name] volcom273
[First self purchased album] limp bizkit - significant other
[First pets] mindy
[First piercing/tattoo] may 2005 i got my lip pierced
[First credit card] last year
[First big trip] california 2 years ago
[First musician you remember hearing in your house] dont know
=LASTS=
[Last car ride] home from andys
[Last kiss] dang...a while ago
[Last good cry] tatties funeral.
[Last library book checked out] still don't remember
[Last movie seen] me, you and everyone we know
[Last beverage drank] monster
[Last food consumed] bbq chips
[Last phone call] eric croskey?
[Last shoes worn] orange flip flops
[Last item bought] cigarettes and monster
[Last disappointment] life
[Last time scolded] today
[Last shirt worn] orange and grayish striped shirt
[Last website visited] myspace.com
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| you say we move like rivers, i say we go with the flow |
[22 Feb 2007|05:59am] |
its time for me to leave my lost road of perdition
i've gained the strengh to take on my imagination
tonight i'm getting high off the fact that i'm still living
and it's time for me to fuck the life i planned on leading
i want to get out of this mess of a town i live in
and put my ego to a trial of tribulation
i'll put your poetry back in motion
and we can call ourselves the electric ocean
pretending never got us nowhere
and living only put us somewhere
breathe where the air is clean
and dream what i want to dream
the road is far from ending
my head is far from empty
the tank is full of headaches
and my eyes are rigged and ready
so fire me up, i got the gasoline
a single match would only help me
pretend that you can't hear me,
i don't think that you're ready.
i'll put your poetry back in motion
and we can call ourselves the electric ocean
pretending never got us nowhere
and living only put us somewhere
breathe where the air is clean
and dream what i want to dream
i know the sun only shines on the right side of town
because i'm leaving everything the way i found it.
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| to overthrow a king, you must first have beliefs |
[08 Jan 2007|03:34am] |
oh valiant one,
how can you approach me as
"the one you can trust, i won't let you down"
when you'd give up your aim for a shot at the crown.
a shot in the dark
a sip from the challis, making the pauper choke.
you have no belief's.
you have only dreams.
but i'll make you wish you believed.
head strong, chest swelled.
to cushion the blow you exhale.
oh, valiant one.
you have only one chance to tell of
your treason.
you're not a man of your word.
tell one, tell all.
you'll never wear this crown.
one chance to repent,
a chance to rebuild.
a chance to see if you can live up to your plea.
you'll never get out,
my foot's in the door.
to over throw a king, you must first have beliefs.
greedy eyed, head raised.
is this a story or is this what comes,
when you tell a man of what you've become?
i know i'm wrong
but this is betrayal when it's
one on one.
this crown is the reason i've loved.
i knew you'd never make it.
a foolish heart could make this.
i'll keep on laughing to the guillotine.
i hear your heart beat racing.
the roar of people praising.
you're the only fuck that stood in my way.
and as i bear this crown.
i will not let this down.
i'm more than twice the man he wasn't.
in tongues,
i'm always believing that i was.
the son of the heir to throne,
but i left for a place to call my own.
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